Apologise me for talk back bout MRSM and those students there. But actually, I'm not talking bout all of them, just a tiny bit part of the students, mybe 1 out of 100 parts. Just stated the bad side of MRSM cs dah kata fear factors kan (Haha, cam TV show plak). anyway:
MRSM IS A GREAT SCHOOL TO BE AT :D
THE STORY:
Seriously, i dont wanna go back to my maktab. Im scared. Too scared. Not that there's supernatural stuff or whatsoever but im scared. Seriously, thinking that tmrw will be my last day at home, that freaks me out more. I just wish that i dont apply for MRSM, I wish i could go back to the time where i'd listen to my mum when she said, dont apply. Act, STUBBORN ME wanted to apply bcs i perasan that i'm matured enough and wanted to live apart from my family for a while, to be independent. But PFFT, that just so not true. Okay, so back to the reason why im scared okay.
REASONS:
i. I dont want to be matured. Seriously, in there, matured people surrounds you which force you to be one. Gosh, that freaking annoys me. Im still young wehh
ii. Exams! GOSH. And pointers! Every marks will be counted and you gotta strive to get all A+ or A or A- to get pointer 4.0 or known as 4 flat. Okay, something that scares me more is because i'd gotten 4 flat for past semester and i gotta maintain it. Act, i'd gotten one grade that im scared gonna effect my pointer, in a bad way. I got B+ for Bahasa Melayu.
Nway, just now i texted MY FRIEND. Saying that im scared to go back and it's 1.00am back then. Yea, for sure MY FRIEND must be sleeping. So, i missed call my friend. (Oh, what a selfish me) and my friend texted back.
OUR TEXT MSGS:
ME: Askm. Are u still awake? ME tak nak balik maktab, takut. Nway, sorry gtau MY FRIEND benda ni
(after i missed call my friend)
MY FRIEND: Wslm.Dont worry ME, i'll always be with you. Nape takut plak?
ME: (keep on apologising)Baru terjaga eh sebab missed call tu? Sorry (Haha, again) Seriously, ME rasa mcm unsafe je kat situ. Rasa berat sangat nak balik
MY FRIEND: Sebenarnya tak terjaga pun, MY FRIEND baru lepas tengok tv (Fuhh, hilang rasa guilt, haha) Why unsafe plak?Mana ada saw kat maktab kita. MY FRIEND kan ada.
yada yada yada.
Aww, what a sweet friend kan, ethough it's such a silly joke my friend made, haha. At least, that made me laugh. Anyway, Im still quite scared tapi lepas teringat bout Jamuan Raya on next Friday, suddenly rasa happy plak. Haha, unstable mind XD
Okayla, i've told you a lot and kutuk-kutuk a lot. Tak nak buat dosa lagi byk, haha. Till then, toodles :) Salam.
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